The Fuck Yes Experiment
What would happen if you went all the fucking way in on your life for six months?
6 months · 10 women · Hawaii retreat
This is for the woman who wants it ALL.
More fun. More freedom. More money. More adventure. More connection. More expression. More of you.
You're done acting like you have to choose.
You want the successful business AND the slow mornings.
The money AND the freedom.
The beautiful life you've already created AND the parts of you that haven't even gotten to come alive yet.
Welcome toThe Fuck Yes Experiment.
A six month intimate coaching experience for 10 women who are ready to stop preparing to live and start finding out:
HOW FUCKING GOOD CAN MY LIFE GET?
Maybe nothing is actually wrong.
You might already have a pretty good life.
You've probably already proven that when you decide you want something, you can make shit happen.
You're not sitting around waiting for someone to save you. You're not looking for a coach to tell you what to do with your life.
And you're definitely not interested in spending six months talking about everything that's wrong with you.
But maybe somewhere along the way, you started living at 70%.
Not miserable. Not failing.
Just... not fully fucking alive.
There are ideas you keep thinking about. Things you keep saying you want to do. Random desires you keep rationalizing away. Adventures that keep getting pushed to “later.”
Maybe you don't even know exactly what the more is yet.
You just know you can feel it. And instead of spending another year thinking about it...
We're going to fuck around and find out.
This isn’t about blowing up your entire life. It’s about changing it from the inside out—10% at a time.
And eventually?
Those little 10%s add up to a life that feels completely different.
Your life is your greatest creative project.
I believe an incredible life gets created through hundreds of tiny fuck yes decisions.
The class you randomly want to take. The trip you can't stop thinking about. The business idea that makes absolutely no fucking sense yet.
The hobby that has no ROI other than making you feel alive. The photoshoot. The move across the country.
Some experiments might change your entire life. Some might last three weeks.
Some might teach you: Yeah... definitely not that. 😂
GOOD. That's data.
Because this isn't about perfectly predicting your next chapter.
It's about trusting yourself enough to live your way into it.
This is NOT six months of “fixing yourself.”
Fuck that. You're not a problem to solve.
We're not spending six months endlessly excavating your childhood so you can finally earn permission to enjoy your life.
Yes, shit will come up.
Fear. Doubt. Old patterns. Invisible rules. And we're going to work with all of it.
But the goal isn't to eliminate doubt. It's learning:
I CAN FEEL DOUBT WITHOUT MAKING IT MEAN ANYTHING.
I don't need certainty to move. I don't need everyone to understand. I don't need to know how the entire story ends. I trust myself to figure it the fuck out.
The Fuck Yes Method
For six months, your life becomes the laboratory.
I want you to discover just how fucking good life can get when you stop living by default and start creating it on purpose.
We’re going to look at the life you’re actually living, visit the one you secretly want, question the bullshit standing between the two, and experiment our way forward with a whole lot of:
Fuck it. Why not energy 😈
The goal? Create a life where it becomes almost impossible not to become the woman you want to be.
Your job is to say fuck yes. My job? To hype you up, call you out, and give you a loving smack on the ass to make sure it actually happens. 😈
We will:
- Audit your life and find where it’s begging for 10% more yum.
- Visit your vision and get clear on what you actually want.
- Interrogate a belief you’ve been treating like fact.
- Break your imaginary rules.
- Ask the universe for something unreasonable.
Who this room is for
I am being incredibly intentional about who I want inside this experience.
I want women who move. Women who are ambitious and self-led.
Women who have already done brave shit and want to experience everything this fucking life has to offer.
Women who are obsessed with becoming more fully themselves.
You don't need me to drag you across the finish line. You don't want someone standing over you yelling, “Did you do your homework?!”
You want a room that makes you think bigger.
A coach who can see the invisible rule you're obeying and ask, “Bitch... says who?”
People around you who are actually doing something with their lives.
Proximity. Perspective. Accountability. Expansion.
A place where you can say the giant, weird, unreasonable thing out loud without someone immediately explaining why it won't work.
Because I don't want to build a room full of women complaining about their lives and refusing to do anything about them.
I want the woman who hears: “Okay... and now what are you going to do about it?”
…and gets fucking excited.
If you know there's more life you want to be living, and you're ready to actually fucking do something about it—
THE FUCK YES EXPERIMENT IS FOR YOU.
Why me?
This isn't a philosophy I learned so I could package it into a coaching program.
This is how I've built my entire fucking life.
I started stripping at 18. Became a yoga and meditation teacher. Built businesses. Turned a little food truck into a business that did over $3 million in sales. Opened a café in Waikīkī. Bought three acres of raw jungle on the Big Island and moved off-grid.
I’ve danced on stages, traveled, taught women, made a shit ton of money, changed directions, started over, followed wildly impractical ideas and created more “how the FUCK did this become my life?” moments than I can count.
But my life hasn’t been one giant highlight reel.
I’ve worked myself into the fucking ground. Built things I desperately wanted and then realized I didn’t want them anymore. Questioned my career, relationships, identity and definition of success.
I’ve literally watched things I worked my ass off to build go up in flames and burn to the ground.
I realized my life is my greatest creative project.
I get to play with it. Question it. Change my mind. Decide something doesn’t fit anymore. Want something completely different three years, or three months from now.
Creating an extraordinary life doesn’t require knowing exactly where you’re going or having a 10-step plan to get there.
Sometimes you have to be willing to take the next interesting step before you know where the fuck it’s leading.
And somehow, every experiment taught me something about myself and opened the door to the next one.
I used to think creating your Fuck Yes Life meant eventually arriving somewhere. Now I know better. There is no final Fuck Yes Life.
Because you keep changing. Your desires change. Your definition of success changes. Life changes.
The question isn't, “How do I finally create the perfect life?”
It's:
“AM I WILLING TO KEEP CHOOSING THE LIFE THAT FEELS TRUE FOR ME NOW?”
I'm not inviting you into this because I have life perfectly figured out.
I'm inviting you because I have built a beautiful life by being willing to experiment with it.
And I'm doing this experiment right beside you.
What the six months look like
Not consuming a fuck ton of information and adding another 87 videos to your “I swear I’ll watch this eventually” pile.
There are only 10 women. And every woman gets the full experience.
Intimate group coaching calls every month
We’ll coach, hot-seat, reflect, celebrate and decide what you want to play with next. We experiment, challenge the invisible rules, celebrate what's moving, work through what's getting sticky and decide what you're actually going to DO.
Private coaching session with me every month
We get up close and personal and go deep into YOU. Your desires. Your relationships. Your business. Your money. Your identity. Your next experiment. Whatever is alive for you gets our attention.
Direct text + voice support
Because life doesn't conveniently have its existential crises on coaching-call Tuesdays. You have access to me throughout the experiment for coaching, perspective, celebration and the occasional loving: “Girl. What the fuck are you doing? 😂”
We'll talk about what worked? What surprised you? Where did you get stuck? What completely fucking flopped? What did you learn about yourself?
Bring your life. Bring your questions. Bring your mess. Career, relationships, money, sex, friendships, confidence, creativity, identity, or the weird existential crisis you had in Whole Foods on Tuesday. 😂
When something happens in real life, you don't have to wait three weeks to unpack it.
And then...
We're going to Hawaii 🌺
The Fuck Yes Retreat
This is not three days sitting in a conference room taking notes about how to live more.
We're going to fucking LIVE.
Toward the end of our six months together, the 10 of us will come together in Hawaii for an intimate Fuck Yes experience.
Five days and four nights of connection, play, embodiment, adventure, incredible food, deep conversations, movement, reflection, laughter, celebration and actually experiencing the philosophy we've spent six months practicing.
Think:
- Beachfront mansion with your newest soul sisters.
- Slow mornings. Yoga. Good fucking food.
- Ocean. Journaling. Getting dressed up to go dancing.
- Deep conversations that somehow turn into hysterical laughter.
- Exploring Hawaii.
- Celebrating everything you've done over the previous six months.
- And being surrounded by women who have also decided they want to live the shit out of their lives.
This retreat isn't about escaping your real life. It's about experiencing what happens when you are completely present inside of it.
Because one of the metrics we're playing with inside this experiment isn't just ROI. It's:
ROL
Return on Liveliness
How alive did you feel?
How much did you experience?
How deeply did you connect?
How many stories did you create?
How much more you did you become?
Your lodging, meals, planned experiences and local transportation during the retreat are included.
You just get yourself to Hawaii.
Imagine six months from now.
You’re feeling more fucking ALIVE than ever before.
More playful. More curious. More turned on by the life you’re actually living.
Not because every day becomes a vacation in Greece, but because you know how to make a random Wednesday feel 10% fucking better.
- You know what YOU want. Instead of immediately asking your husband, your mom, your best friend and ChatGPT what they think you should do, you learn to check in with yourself first. 😂
- You actually fucking MOVE. Less “But what if I choose wrong?” and more “Fuck it. Let’s try it and find out.”
- You question the invisible rules. The career you should want. The relationship you should have. What a woman your age should be doing. What responsible adults supposedly don’t do. Your new favorite question? BITCH…SAYS WHO?!
- You stop turning one shitty week into three months of “I’ve fallen off.” Plans change. You get rejected. You skip the gym for 3 days. Experiments flop. Life lifes. You collect the data, reset the board and 1…2…3…GO.
- You become the creative director of your own life. Instead of asking “What do I need to get through today?” you start asking: What kind of scene am I creating today? What would make it memorable? What sounds fun? What story do I want to tell about this chapter?
- And eventually? You have a tiny Amber living in your brain. 😂
Eventually, you won’t need me to ask you these questions. You’ll start asking them yourself.
More importantly you start trusting yourself. You say:
“I DON'T KNOW EXACTLY HOW THIS UNFOLDS. AND I TRUST MYSELF TO FIGURE IT OUT AS IT DOES.”
That's the fucking win.
Not controlling the trampoline. Trusting yourself while you're in the air.
The Investment
The Fuck Yes Experiment
- Six months
- 10 women
- Two intimate group coaching calls every month
- One private 1:1 coaching session every month
- Direct text + voice support
- Private community
- Our intimate Hawaii Fuck Yes Retreat
This isn't the cheapest way to work on yourself. It's not supposed to be.
This is a tiny, high-touch room with six months of proximity, private coaching, community, experimentation and an actual in-person experience together in Hawaii.
I want women in this room who look at the next six months and think:
Fuck yes. Let's see what happens when I actually go all the way in.
One last thing.
There is a version of personal development that accidentally turns your entire fucking existence into another project.
Always healing, fixing, optimizing, preparing, becoming.
And somewhere along the way… you forget to fucking live.
I've caught myself doing it too.
Building the business. Making the money. Creating the freedom. Buying the land. Designing the house. Preparing for the next chapter.
And then realizing:
HOLY SHIT. I'VE BEEN PREPARING TO LIVE INSTEAD OF FUCKING LIVING.
I don't want another year of that.
I want all of it.
I want the business. The money. The slow mornings. The weird ideas. The dancing. The adventure. The deep conversations. The ridiculous stories. The family. Freedom. The ordinary Tuesdays that somehow become some of the best days of my life.
I don't know exactly where the next six months will take me.
And I don't need to.
I'm going all the fucking way in.
FAQ
When does The Fuck Yes Experiment begin?
Our next six-month experiment begins in January.
You'll receive the full schedule and retreat details before we begin.
How many women are joining?
A maximum of 10 women.
I'm intentionally keeping this room small because proximity and connection are a huge part of the experience.
Is the Hawaii retreat included?
Yes.
The retreat is part of The Fuck Yes Experiment — not an optional upgrade.
Your lodging, meals, planned experiences and local transportation during the retreat are included in your investment.
Flights to and from Hawaii are not included.
What if I can't make every live call?
Calls will be recorded.
Obviously, I want you there whenever possible because this experience works best when you're actually in the room, but life happens.
Do I need to know exactly what I want to change before joining?
No.
Curiosity is enough.
You might have one giant thing you're ready to move on. You might want 10% more aliveness across your entire life. You might simply know: There's fucking more for me.
We'll start there.
Is this business coaching?
No.
Your business can absolutely be part of your experiment because your work is part of your life. But this is not a business mastermind.
We're interested in the whole fucking woman. Money. Relationships. Identity. Creativity. Pleasure. Adventure. Work. Friendship. Body. Home. Spirituality. Whatever makes up your life.
What if my life is already good?
PERFECT.
This isn't a rescue mission. You don't need to hate your life to want more from it.
Some of the most interesting questions begin when you stop asking: “How do I make my life less bad?” and start asking:
“HOW FUCKING GOOD CAN I LET IT GET?”
What's the refund policy?
There are no refunds.
This is a six-month commitment to yourself, the room and the experiment.
